Felt so good after the yoga trial, even better when i saw the message " i will pick u up...". Buddy didnt come along cause of the rain factor. darn. My first yoga experience; half the time my thighs are trembling while balancing. trust me, it is not as easy as it may seem. Still, it was all worth while. The tight muscle strains did lessen this morning (: boyfriend is checking out other classes for me.
Holla-back crew selected teams, total screwed up. How unfortunate that they will also be at Adventure Singapore, which we'll be headg down this saturday afternoon. boyfriend dont like "M", plus he doesnt behave like an ass too.
PAY CHEQUE IS IN!!! (: Gala Dinner!! Gonna wait for him to get his pay check too. We deserve a good dinner, plus celebrate the new month. And next thursday, date with jo* n jia min girl. yeah yeah yeah
Friday is here, partying, wine and dine, chill and let your hair down. that's what everyone need (:
Have a gr8 weekends people.
lovee
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Friendster. The way to connect with your friends and loved ones. The place to display your ultimate gorgeous best shots of one self, or 'otherwise'. An escape from boredom, creeping into rival's, gorgeous-s, nerds, hunk and whatsoever.
neways, if you arent confident to keep your uh-huh with you. cont viewing my friendster. i'm definitely better. urgh. nurses. i have already 450 people whom viewed my friendster. what's so interesting in there. it's limited access anyway. (:
pardon me, im just too disgusted with freako-s viewing my friendster. i have been getting too much bimbo starings, pervented mud attacks. singapore is just so sigh. i wanna leave here for good.
NURSE BIMBO, think she have a 'made-in-china' sign on her bum. i dont have a thing for MIC, so stop being so interested in my life.
i'm a bitch, i know.
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wednesday: helping nirelle for her event. it's way better than helping my actual supervisor. alright, im biased. i like nirelle more cause she's polite and all.
knock off work? in matter of an hour or so, will be meeting buddy in town to drop by True Yoga to check out their yoga classes. i'm 99% joining. (: after that, no plan at all to hang out in town man, i will splurge on unnecessary stuffs. the awful reminder that i desperately need to save money. does it mean no more clubbing? ah ha! i doubt so! ;p that boyfriend of mine is gonna skin me alive.
neways, i shall be a nice girlfriend to drop by his area to meet him for a while.
ticka clock, you need to move faster.
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Esplanade, one of our favourite hangouts.
that's on monday,
farewell to tuesday,
streaming to wednesday.
went for evening jog with boyfriend. (: i havent been moving for six long months. my jiggling fats, ): Midnight cycling, more evening jogs, kayaking...there's just so much things i wanna do. But midnight cycling is the first in da list. good company, nothing will go wrong..rain or shine.
gonna go for longgggg shower. stink from the run. ;p
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I have one more hour to knock-off. Neways there's so much to read on BBC, managed to read up quite a bit. One big reason behind this, prepare myself for anything discussion during my paris trip. I don't wanna sound stupid or anything.
read this article on BBC, i'm a Mesomorph. (: Man, i pray it wouldnt rain later on, cause i'm on for a long jog with boyfriend.
already hitting midweek wednesday! (: put on a smile people.
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Monotonous Monday. Wendy, my supervisor is absent from work. I dont know to be jumping with joy or to pull a droopy face. Counting down, there's only 25 days more to the end of this horrible dreadful attachment.
The everyone's wish that the weekends will not end, so that they can splurge more hours with their loved ones. It's my wish too, just to make sure i have time for my boyfriend and also my girlfriends.
Having made some many pre-plans(salsa classes, gym, da da da), i have yet to actually carry out them. I hate myself, when it happens..then laterr i will be buried with regrets with things i didnt do. Try not to depend on others, cause something you have to do it by your own. The world just simply work this way, somehow.
I learnt one thing over the weekends, cos boyfriend's friend-Cameron happened to have a small fight with the girlfriend. *The thing is dont put your boyfriend as your only source of happiness, he doesnt fufil and filled all your needs. that's some big responsibility, you are the one who is suppposed to be in charge of your emotions and actions. Dont let the poor boyfriend suffer, all cause of your thoughts getting to you.
help. im bored. just a temporary phrase.
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March's coming to an end
Inviting the new April
Days with you and the rest of my darls
Filled with fun and laughters
:)
i love you and all my darlings out there
u all know who you are!
*i bought my sport shoes. And i went to the weighing machine today, finally we made friends. ahha! u people can guess, i didnt shrink. just got thinner.
Christine!! we can go for dog-walking! haha hope ricky will make friends with that dumbie of mine! straight after i get its leash. see you soon.
lastly, it's freaking monday once again. a paycheck will seriously light up my life. haha everyone knows that.
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Friday's good. Had a gr8 dinner at dinner with clique at P.S Pizzahut. The cashier got over-excited keying the numbers, we had to check through thrice the receipt before payment. madness.
After much wait'g and dil'dally, the rest came over to my place for movie maranthon. Supposed to be scary movies but in da end, we watch Taxi 2 and Meet the Fockers. Giselle is soooo damn HOT. The ladies are afraid of my dog, created much commotion in da living room. it's just a dog, (: wouldnt kill.
till midnight 2am, the rest left. I thought it was the end of the day, but i continued with another movie, The Pool. Wasted my hours watching da dumb movie, the plot is predictable, the crew is way below budget. Yeah, my night went a long way.
mummy seems to like sweetchild. i wish so.
With me, barely slept for 8 decent hours. i only slept 3 hours, i was out to meet the girls in town. congrats sweeties! you girls passed advanced on the first attempt (: please get your license and car soon. We'll meet up soon kays.
Visited Borders and got my Paris Tour book, costs me 20 bucks. All worth it. I think it will sure occupied me from now till days later. Since the weekends are free, and albert is coming over to paris and look for me! yay! i cant wait man.
Girl Day Out is so cool!! (: see you girls this coming friday for dinner i guess. miss you girlies so much!!! days without them, urgh. total dread. 5 weeks more till school. Pardon me, i miss school lots.
freak'g tired out. woots. tomorrow morn, gonna head to get my tracks. *FINALLY* i know i know.
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The yesterday evening,
I walked away in fears
And ripped off confidence
Fell into solitude
Made friends with negativity and pessimistic
Held a emotional bomb in my throat
As if any moment, I will break down
Falling into pieces
The dreams occupied dusk
Bringing out all from my sub-conscious fears
All my concerns, I thought wouldn’t meant a thing.
Tried to banish them to the virtual conscious
I woke up
Relieved that every thing is a dream
Dreams that will never happen in reality
Darkness vanishes with the breaking dawn
Crested smile appears on my face
Something I least expected happened
Something I never thought of trying, but I’m glad I did
This thing, I held so close to my heart, with you telling me exactly what I wanna hear
“when ‘m on the bed, ‘m dead” & “when ‘m awake, ‘m reborn” (from Tuesday with Morrie)
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hellish headache ):
i have a hellish headache
*do not try facing 8000 context database daily. it's a total suicide. ):
i didnt sleep well yesterday, woke up 2.34am, 5.13am and 7am. Came to work early at 8.30, thinking the office will be open. darn. it's close.
i hate the squeezy to and fro train, stupid passengers, the chilly downpour, the amount of chinois i saw in da building, i hate attachment.
i just need some sleep. ): i dont want OVERTIME. i dont want OVERTIME.
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One of the seven wonders in da world, The Eiffel Tower' , i've seen it once and i will be seeing it again (: I cant fill you people in the excited surge i am feeling though the trip is only at June. I'm planning ahead thousand and one thing to do. The thing is, i will be studying 4 modules in that one month at Negocia AND! I will be bringing all my modules here along with me! haha i will study there too. Seemed impossible but still i will make sure i do it.
Talking bout my ultimate fear, home-sickness. I'm a super HOME-Y person, i have to eat home-cooked food. I just love to stay at home, even alone. What if i miss home so much and i wanna come home. ): that's the worse man. Or maybe i might be enjoying myself so much that i dont wanna come back. HIGH POSSIBILITY. i love that foriegn land!
Everything is much settled. Mommy will not be going London in June, cos she wanna look after my brother. If i didnt go for this trip, i will be da one incharge. WHEW. thanks mommy.
I asked sweetchild, "whats your survival plan for that month?" He told me he's gonna employ 3 P.Is to trail me! ahahhaha And also act like he's normal, and attached BUT available. The story goes, when school reopens...possibility that he will fetch me from school if the timing fits well. And da... i restrict him not to come. I dont really like it, cos everyone will be glaring at him, an unfamiliar cute hunk hanging around the school compound. Girls nowadays are SCARY, they creeps and grabs in matters of seconds. yup, so i will see how. I will make him dress ugly on da daes he fetches me from school. =p
I got some freaking errands to run. ): i need to report at work early, they better dont make me work OT. i already record down my OT hours. PAY ME! OR I WILL GO ON STRIKE!
*i need to get a tour book on paris. now, i wish my name changes to "paris hilton". i need the money. urgh
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MY OH MY!! The server is down.
The office network is down! Urgh. This is certainly not a good time for the server to be down man. I need to retrieve forms from my email, fill it up and fax it for Mr. Boo!! ): Mr. Server, please be up soon. Or should I wish for the server to be down all day then I can be off to ‘leg-shaking’ land? Shannon is so crippled without the Internet.
Gonna meet up with Ros for lunch, haven’t seen him for ages. Some catching up to do with my dear old friend in that one-hour lunch break.
Friday, the 24th is going to be ‘bring-your-darlings’ clique dinner at Pizza Hut, Plaza Singapura. (: The other time, I was down with high fever and that’s why I couldn’t make it for the farewell dinner for Samantha. But now, I’m strong! I’m all ready for a sumptuous dinner. I will be bringing my sweet child of’ course. He agreed almost immediately to meet my dearies.
The happy thing is I did met up with him and amran after my work at 7.30. Till I reached woodlands, I was literally dragging my empty stomach filled with gastric juice. STARVED.
Amran said I became shorter; the ultimate thing behind this sentence is that he wants to say that he GREW TALLER. *Basket
I GOT THE PLACEMENT AT NEGOCIA UNIVERSITY. (: CHEERS!!! 2 months more, and I will be in France for one goodness gracious goddess month! I will make sure I enjoy myself there. The thing that is worrying me is how am I going to cope with my books too. Fear not, that I have helpful friends like Val and Christine, Jinghui… da da da. It shouldn’t be a problem to make it. I seriously can’t wait to take that long hours flight.
Dear friends, we will be having 2 weeks break in June. So-called break. I will be away for those two weeks, making use of the holidays for the trip. Exempted from International Business, that will be the 2nd semester from my third year right? Oh well, I chose this path; I will strive through it no matter how tough it is, no regrets.
Man, I will miss sweet child. Well, it’s just 30 days. Well, it’s just 30 days. YES 30 days, nothing is too tough.
Finished ‘Men from Mars, Woman from Venus’, now I’m with my new book ‘The five people you meet in Heaven’ by Mitch Albom. Every ending is also a beginning. Quite a short story, but I will take my time to digest the every small detail.
Since I’m so free, I would share something I read from my previous book. The question is how to ask for support and get it.
My past perception is “If he loves me, he will know and offer what I need”. But men need to ask and fill in. They don’t give when they are not ask to, for their motto is ‘Don’t fix it unless is broken.’
The last thing on earth that men would wanna hear from women is ‘COULD YOU….”. Don’t ask them something that they can do. For example, “Could you wash the dishes?”. This sounds like a demand, when asking, make it sounds like a request. And guess what, what the men hear is, “Of’ course, I can wash the dishes!” The matter is whether the man wants to do it or not. Next time try “WOULD YOU…” Trust me, it does sounds nicer. It sounds like a request for them to do it. Even if they might reject and say “No”, however in time to come they will most likely to be more than willing to do it for you. (:
That’s the technique. You have to know how to get what you want. If Men are allowed to say ‘No’, without feeling guilty and blamed, they will be more willing to say “YES”
Peace out. It’s freaking 10.43am
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i will not be seeing him for the next three weeks ):
well, look at it as three weeks of independance.
*mask session before sleep. "do you know?"; the best time for mask is before sleep, it's when your skin regenerate and produce new cells. the time for maximum absorption of nutrients from the mask.
good night.
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i love sundays*
the day i can do what ever i favour;
- cooking lunch and dinner
- cross-stitching
- making new necklaces
- laying on my bed with my favourite magazine or book
- manicure and pedicure
- massages
- couch with mtv and nickolodean all day long
- call up some sweethearts to catch up
just anything under the wide smiling sun.
i never like to go out on sundays. i will have it all to myself. (:
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the thrilling weekends chill totally get me going. life's good, especially things are simplified and not keep in da heart bottom. (:
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Trauma Drama: "Kelvin" added me in friendster.
*ONLY MY CLOSE LOVES WILL KNOW WHO THE HELL IS HE.
*no common friends between us, how did he do it?
haha, ling..i'm feeling guilty now. YOUKNOWHY!
ga ga ga ga
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Man, I have been having hiccup "sessions". i hate hiccups! ): But read the link in pink, there is this poor man who had hiccups for 70 years! *whew. thank god, mine only for minutes, going an hour accumulated.
Did some quizzes, out of the blue. Only did the only i'm interested in, but other any-hows. I doubt i will do any more of them soon.
I'm just glad that the clock is ticking away rather quickly. And i just received my february pay cheque! Though it's late, but I sure wouldnt resist the smell of money! *ka-ching! I guess dinner's on me tonight (: GENEROUS i know, not to everyone though.
The
Check this out, plus have a good laugh out of it (:
should i get a new set of bikini? or two sets??
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| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
 You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
| Your Inner Child Is Happy |
 You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to. |
| You Are 70% Weird |
 You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! |
| You Are The Hanging Man |
 You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity. You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying. Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end. You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit. Your fortune: Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation. You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them. You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life. Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need. |
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| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
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*HEART-YOU CHEN MIN YI! I GOT TRAVIS'S PHOTO FROM TRENT"S BLOG!! (:
*i am not getting married, unless my guy is as sweet as travis barker.
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Click Here, This 19 month child with severe spinal muscular atrophy - which leads to almost total paralysis. He was granted to be kept alive, gift or sin? Read it and you will know.
Results are out. I'm prepared for the worst, but lucky that it didnt turn out crappy. I did fairly alright i guess. GPA increased! haha *whew
I am wasting my time in da office doing absolutely nothing, all thanks to my irresponsible supervisors. Actually i have been doing nothing since tuesday. She just threw me a dumb ACCSQ manuel to read and thats the end of my day, im paid for reading a manuel. Cool huh? Totally bull.
I'm thinking bout lunch now, thinking bout afterwork shopping for present and dinner. I cant wait for tomorrow, first time to the club with sweetchild. He said he cant dance, i will make him dance. I havent got my hand with the tickets yet, audrey is sick. DAMN DAMN DAMN. Still, if i dont have tixs, i can get in for free cause`by "ah hem ah hem" way. weet weet! MOS, here i come. i need to get a bartender friend now. haha free entry plus free drinks. *grin
OH MANN. IM BORED. IM FREE NEXT WEEKEND! CALL ME OUT PEOPLE!!! *open for booking, first come first serve basis. oh wait, i THINK im free.
peace out.
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After reading coreen's entry, something hit me!
why guys doesnt give when they are know what we want? It is because how we give score to our partners. For the Venusians, no matter what we are given; giving a love letters, a movie date, bringing for a romantic dinner. We gave out partners one point for every sweet thing they did. BUT. It doesnt work this way in mars. On Mars, for every thing they do; they grade from 1 to 10 points. And as for the big things like birthday and stuff, they give themselves 30 points or 50 points. That's what they assumed what they score in our score sheet, but infact they score only 3 or 4. On Venus, we dont see how big or small is the gift or surprises. Everything is granted to one point only.
Due to this difference, women are always giving and the men thought they have given enough as they have 50 points on our scoresheet(assumed), but the fact they have one point or two. They dont know the resentment we might hold upon them, the wishes and hopes. seriously, so much for that. they just doesnt know what they gave is minimal, it's inborn. we cant blame them.
Guys, we appreciate small things more than big ones. reallly. it's doesnt have to be a big huuu hha but just something small like a sweet message will give you a score of one.
And ladies, dont be upset. Men, just dont get it. But, they will...soon i hope. (: so chill ladies, it's alll bout men's their inborn characters
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Though my negocia interview was screwed but well, i did my best. Even if i dont get it, i dont give a d-a-m-n. Met Melody for like 30 minutes before i went back for work at MP. I LOVE YOU MELODY, for listening to allll my grumbles. muah muah muah! hahaha The way back to work is almost horrible.
The official results release is like tomorrow, the 16th of march. HUR. i am so dead. had been so pesismistic man, i guess my grades will be okayy, just not that fantastic. i want 3 A's at least. Anyway, i miss my girls; val and christine. I cant wait for ipp to be over, seriously. Then we can see each other every school day for lunch. Maybe we can meet up for shopping kays (: I MISS YOU SWEETHEARTS.
My workplace is getting way fun. Damien, Kim, Andy and I went out for lunch at Beach Road. Kim and I ordered from the wrong place. Damien insisted to look for those with newspaper cutting and recommendations. *please stop seducing me with the mushroom toasts!!! u evil gangster! hahaha
Nearing to after-work. YAYYYY! (: i'll have a photoblog soon!!! of my new hair
*i need to change the songs in my ipod.
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Boyfriend
The one who kisses me on my forehead
The one who always ask "gimme me a kiss"
The one who like to put his hand on my waist.
The one I never held his hand when we are out.
The one who doesnt lie but still paint a beautiful picture.
The one who is not rich and can make me, doubly happy.
The one who makes sure he have time for us and himself lone.
The one who tease me, never fail to make me smile in 2 seconds.
The one who allows me to be myself, and know my quirks and perks.
The one i can rest assured and keep all my assuming thoughts at the bay.
The one who wants the best for me, even though it means leaving for a month
The one who give me surprise messages, which sends warmth treats to my heart
i lose myself, infront of him.
idle. my job since i stepped into meeting planners international. i'm paid to slog, how cool is that. chatting to kimberley on msn when we are just sitting beside each other, i feel like shouting over. It wil be so much easier right, babe? *blahh...
oh anyway, my interview is tomorrow morning! OMGawd. Bad, im so worried bout it. Lionel told me that there's diff batches of students. damn! The battlefield seems so tough, i have to make it man. The ultimate impression. inshort, i want that place to negocia.
gooodness. maybe i can do some online shopping, but no more earrings for me, necklaces too, bags; my new dorothy perkins still has the tag on, oh my. i cant shop. ):
traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* haircut at 1830, magnitude. (mr.clock, can you move any faster??!)
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two on da list
sent da wrong signals.
*cries
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Desperately i need a decent haircut!!! There is no frizz, just the FRINGE poking my eyes, causing ultimate irritation. My appointment is only tomorrow evening.
*cries. I am BORED. I've checked out glamour.com, wickedaura.com, ministryofsound.com.sg for the past minutes.
oh blah. i have deleted redundant "link", have to remove that habit of updating for satan's sake. damnit, i wouldnt do it again. never.
Fat Joe Terror Squad with me, preparing for club friday. sweet. hur hur hur. kinky slink cloth, jewels, perfume, alcohol, hot chic and hunks, good music(i hope).......WEE! i wanna LEAN BACK*4
FOR the "n" time , i need to hit the place they called GYM.
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everything that goes up, comes down. Likewise, for the mood. i did things i favour from day to night but just seems something missing. or is it that i dont like something i read; oh whatever, it's none of my business already. so be it. harsh, but so be it. let it go already shannon.
i guess the redundant thoughts are just getting to me. oh anyway, there's a cycle of we females feeling happy or sad. it is almost the same as our monthly cycle.
man, this thing will go off cos the first thing in tha morn tomorrow, i will see him. meanwhile, gonna call someone and bitch.
*feeling gorgeous means buttering yourself with tonnes of moisturizer after a clean shower and grantin yourself a DIY mask retreat, while reading your favourite magazine or book in your room with bossa nova music. (alone)
i read glamour this afternoon. my conclusion? local magazines have so much to catch up.
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Mosaic on a friday, afterwork. (:
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grabbed dinner before the performance at 9pm. we were way early, well we didnt have the luxury to enjoy the quiet sunset by the bay with the bunch of insane muds blabbering into the microphone. infact, they are making noises, not music. MUSIC is pleasant to your ears, not the other way round. yeah, it's partially my fault. i thought the jazz performance is at outdoor theatre but it staged at the concourse. felt like a complete idiot.
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after the performance*
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we sat by the stone ledge by the river. spent the rest of the night till it's time to catch the last train home. the next time when he get his bike, there will be no more catching of last train. (: my friday is just great.
jacobs and i, in mommy's car
sheryl, nicholas tay and audrey
all three of us and audrey went to support Nicholas at CLEO Bachelors 2006 at Plaza Singapura. there's are a floor full of hot guys accompanied with HOT BODIES. *drools* the hot body is definitely a plus point. However, out of 50; there are only 10 bachelors i eyed on as HUNK, or less than 10. i like paul foster, number 6.
sheryl and jacob headed to magnitude for their haircut, i followed and literally rotted there for like 2 hours. somehow, i began to dislike that place. dislike, no i need a stronger word. ew.
nonetheless, i was more than happy to leave when they are done. supposed to join mommy at marine parade for seafood dinner! but damn, didnt manage to...so we settled for a simple dinner at kopitiam. i seriously prefer seafood, leave diet at no.2.
audrey and sheryl sis, at rocky master.
anyway, there's so much for me to look forward to this week! first, gotta get my new haircut at magnitude. second, my negocia interview on wednesday morn! (pray for me*). third, the result release on thursday. damn this semester i didnt see any A's coming my way. ): fourth, CLEO Bachelor Party at MOS on friday. i've got two free tix for sweetchild and i! weee!! lastly, salsa fiesta on saturday evening.
(: with that, i blessed.
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*wendy chin, my supervisor had gone out for errands and will be away for the next one week*
i can already forseen those ipsey bitsey websey growing on me.
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Surfin` Seventeen.com, their flipbooks and looking for romantic love rituals. *nice* (theres nothing for me to do in tha office)
sometimes, i wondered why none of my past relationship worked out? i came out with an answer after a very long time, trying to figure out what actually went wrong.
wrong support. women from venus, care is in the picture. men from mars, independance and power is in the picture. For women, we need to care and shower concerns especially over the ones who laid close to our hearts. For man, they go to their caves when they have problem. Their motto is something like "i can do it myself, dont touch me unless i asked for it" And providing help without them asking is a regard of not trusting them to handle a problem. Through handling the problem, they gain power.
come to think of the 24/7 girlfriend i had been, overly nice. i am a whiner, but it is somehow in the blood of woman. after whining we feel better, dont ask why cos we just do. but for man, if we tell them we are upset- they will try to "invalidate" our reasons of being upset, which in tha case made us more upset. Seriously, dont invalidate us by saying 'it's nothing, dont get upset bout it', 'it's no big deal'. it inevidently made us, lose faith of what you said, though you meant it in another way in your planet. just try hard to listen instead of providing solutions for us, we dont want solutions cos we need a listening ear. we fall in love through our ears, not our ears. Men fell in love through their eyes.
this happen in almost every relationship which didnt work out. almost every.
*yearning the clock to strike 6pm, on a friday
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I GOT THAT INTERVIEW, THE NEGOCIA ONE.
I AM F*CKING HAPPPPPPPY NOW.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY.
like i said, things are better than ever!
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cranky and almost grumpy, my mood today. i didnt get a good night rest, which i needed so badly.
my mum told me she will be going to london for three weeks during late may. *sigh* she sure know how to enjoy her life, infact she just came back from hongkong and ipoh. `scream. the sad thang is shes not BRINGING ME ME ME along. o wells. the day she came back, is the day i will regain my sanity. i am a ultra duper mummy's girl.
but she offered me a reward; shes bringing me to kuala lumpur on the 24th to the 26th March. *cheer* muhahaha. then i willl strive the motto, "shop to i drop, drop and i will still shop!" guess the coach wallet which i am going to get will have to wait. *pout*
My career path, somehow it's stuck at tha junction when i tried to pen it down. career dilemma, but i guess i can figure it out real soon. well, at least theres someone to respect the ultimate decision. (does anyone know how much is it to rent a shop house? )
another three hours to seeing sweet child of mine.
Mosaic starts today! Tomorrow afterwork, i will head straight down for performance. (msg to jeanie: you know where wicked aura gonna perform again? (: )
lastly,this weekends, i have it allll to myself. i need it.
*joana girl, tell me as soon as poosible alright? i'm praying for ur `rents to giv a positive reply.
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you see me walking the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..
Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..
Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..
the guy's reply to all these banter
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that
stand before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.
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*that simple genuine happiness he sent, telling me that i'm not alone. (:
i love wednesdayy. and i can smell my paycheck coming onnn da wayyy!! 1st thang on da list, my aasic shoes. 2nd thang, my salsa fee. 3rd, my vintage top. *KA-CHIING*
i am happy now, so nothing else actually matters.
48 hours to da weeekends
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wooh. ima like so tired now, facing that stupid thing called "database" and tuning in to company politics. how i hate it. it's seriously darn scary bout people talk bad bout others. o wells, ever since i changed my seat..the noise never stop for one second.
there's this new girl from ngee ann join MP Asia, she's called Kimberly. And shes pretty! Another friend to join the rest of us for lunch. (: Ngee Ann attachment is only 6 to 7 weeks. SHORT huh, we still have like 7 weeks to go....
that sweet child started attachment too. It's near my attachment place, which mean we can go to work together like we did todayyy.
i need to get back to work. oh yea, my salsa class starts on the 18th march. (: loveit.
*three days to da weekends
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Before i start to talk bou` my fantastic weekends, ima gonna cont` sharing bout` kristine carlsoon.
3. Let it go already
Maybe out partners have done things like not being a good listener or may have flirted with some other people. We have the highest tendency to see it as a pattern that it will happen again, thus fill our heads with doubts, fears and addtional concerns.
It is tough to be with someone who hold us with sky-high mission impossible demands, and who makes no room in their hearts that we are human afterall. If your mind is filled with concerns, reminders of past happenings, problems, the likelihood of your relationship (on your side) filled with fears, suspicion, and frustration(everything but love). it happen to everyone, dont even try to hide it.
with the frustration and resentment build up, then you will eventually blew up and create a scene. this method is not telling us to be a 'chicken' or whatsoever. Just that, the next time he/she makes a mistakes, dont turn it into a gigantic event...instead remain loving and supportive.
the holding on of past issues made us uptight, try to forgive and forget though easier said than done. but the pot of gold you will recieve will be a richer, more open and honest, loving and nourishing relationship.
4. Turn up the heat
From my point of view, this method works the best.
It says mend things with warmth and love; becoming kinder, generous and dish out compliments. Choose being kind over being right. Sounds tough huh?
Most of da time, people will always say "i cant change anything until certain conditions are met, until he/she begins to change." BUT look the problem here is, the type of change you are looking for is almost close impossible in the absence of HEAT. Make subtle changes and become softer.
*hope that helps. cont` with da rest in the next entry.
Let me start with thursday.
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that sweet child who just finished his paper, called and exclaimed how happy he was to finish his exam. (: it's sweet for people to share their joy with you, esp immediately after tha papers. *awww*
we met up and head to arab street for dinner. i missed that place so much man. however, the thing i MISS most is the MEE REBUS. *yummy* there's just this thing about arab street that attracts me. the next trip to arab street wil be for sheesha. I havent get to try it yet!! There's a lot more nice places to dine at, like Blu Jack ( jazzy place), Blue Oasis....
if you want a short getaway for the busy streets, head to arab street. serious.
Then comes TGIF. Made dinner plan with gabriel at Chinatown. There's jsut so much good food over there. Dim Sum, Congee, Durian, and all sort of desserts. we head to hawker's street for dinner.
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window shopping after dinner. Chinatown is more than what it looks like, it's a earrings heaven. however, i resist alll evil temptions and only bought one. (yea yea i know not again but let me tell you, thats a privillage being a GIRL*) anyway, its cheap so doesnt cause that much of damage.
made my trip downnn to woodlands for sundae hot fudge and star-gazing. yup, i meant every words i said, STAR GAZING at the ledge of the pavement, with the breezes running through your hair. of'cos with that sweet child with me.
caught the last train home. the almost imminent plonk on my comfy bed is so not voidable. (: my day was certainly satisfying.
Spent my saturday afternoon shopping with my girl, ling at bugis. I made a vow not to shop but i still did. hahaa lucky its not an evil vow, or else oppsy daisy. Adding all those buys to my collections, i guess that will be like 70 to 80 pairs of earrings. hurrr~more to join da club though. i aint stopping. i bought this green handbag from dorothy perkins, it's a steal for only $16.
Gotta leave early for cousin clara's birthday party. bid good bye, but we wil meet up soon for ecp outing aite? seriously, not at 5 am in da morning.
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Cousin Roan and I
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Cousin Corrine and I
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the kiddy palace, the elder cousins like roan, corrine and i were darn busy planning games for them. it's tougher than i thought. now, ima having second thought for having 2 kids.
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that's rachel ima huggin`, she's half thai and chinese. one pretty doll. it's goes da same for her lil` sister michelle.
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cousin joash, everyone loves him in da family. the new member in da family, joreen somehow gonna take over his place. but hes still my favourite cousin.
it's sunday. not so much of a family day for me but i do have a date with wei yong in town at 3pm. gotta catch a quick nap before i get ready
enjoy the rest of the weekends before monday come falling down on us. dont worrie, the weekends will still arrive in 5 short days. stay optimistic and loved.
xoxo, shann
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